Making a Rat
I
forget everything, and make a rat.
With little ambition
at first, an amateur,
I try a roof rat –
grey, long tail, sharp ears -
But with a will that
staggers the human mind.
For months I labour
on those teeth, that jaw
With strength enough
to gnaw through beams of wood;
For years on end I
fiddle with those ears
That make the lowest
noises stand erect.
I give up dinners,
seminars and sex
To breed the things
it carries in its mouth -
Those strains of
typhus, rabies, fever, plague.
I give up sleep for
weeks to make its eyes
That pierce the
darkness as I slowly work.
All day the mind
will multiply itself
Just dreaming of a
whisker hanging right,
A foreleg muscle
tensing for a leap.
My mother dies, my
father turns to drink,
And churchbells grow
threadbare warning me;
And then one day the
postman brings a book
Wrapped in brown
paper, without card or note:
One Hundred
Reasons Not to Make a Rat.
I
put in longer hours, buy classy tools,
But
still the rat won't work. I'll try again -
This
time a Norway rat, eight inches long,
And
from today I'll get it right from scratch.
I
have my knives, my books, a practised hand.
Don't
worry about that, I'll get it right.
Kevin
Hart
How remiss of me to not have made an effort at Kevin Hart's work. I knew 'The Members of the Orchestra' (and love it) but had hardly come upon his work at all. Or if I had I suppose I promised myself that one day I would get around to it. And then op shopping recently I came upon Flame Tree: Selected Poems (Paper Bark Press 2002) and that day had come. (Inside is written 'For Gayle with all good wishes, Kevin Hart July 2002.') (Who is Gayle and why did she off load such a splendid book?) A Selected is an excellent way to feel as if you have truly delved into the span of a poet's work. Kevin tells me it was reissued (revised and with more work) in 2015 as Wild Track: New and Selected Poems (Notre Dame UP) so available for your delving needs, without haunting op shops in the hope Gayle had taken a job in Brussels and dumped all her books before heading off.
http://undpress.nd.edu/books/P03172
I love this. So quirky and such an appreciation of the rat shines through. Lucky Gale indeed!
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